The Promise of the Glittering Specks





glittering specks in chaff extrusions

are vomited out from the guts of

reaping machines of perfect vision and


many spit out bits of us

post threshing

lifeless and

light brown stalks stems and seeds



glittering specks cling to the

insides of chutes

escaping showers of shucks

eventually embedded back

into the soil where they came from



glittering specks will grow leafy and tall

bearing glittering seeds for the meal

meant to

nourish us back into being

Human again

photo By Tomasz

poem By Ramsy




Double Sample of Disco Delights

Double cone ice cream holding by young beautiful woman, Stracciatella and Bubble Gum taste

I took the liberty to create two looped videos, in order to share samples from

Dj Noel Leon’s
Classic 70’s & 80’s Funky Disco Soul Mix #104

(Enjoy the entire full mix at

Georgy Porgy (Maxi Extended Rework LNTG Edit) – Toto

Castles In The Sky (Just the two of us) – Luvless (Bill Withers)

photo By annanahabed

The Most Shameful and Idiotic “Call to Action” ..EVER

I keep referring to a certain potential outcome concerning these current days.
The outcome I keep bringing up is a sort of  end game “shame”.

Where our enemies will be revealed, with nowhere to hide nor anything to blame except their own sick, twisted and childish confidence.

Oh, there’ll be a ton of conspiracy theorists to thank for their incessant attempts and, for the murdered ones, successful revelations.
But in the very end, when our current tormentors glare out upon the future landscape, and it’s void of memorials built in their honor (save for the childish Knick knackery quackery they themselves buried near the Georgia Guidestones) ..ALL they will have to blame are the footprints they left in the mud by their very own trotters.

A good portion of their humiliation will be offered by endless records and articles of their acted upon and internationally boasted hypocrisies.

One ‘small’ example being the case of Nakoula Basseley Nakoula. His story is summarized at this link

It’s a sad story about a man who was ruined from the tip to the tail of his once promising life.
Because he was accused and punished for “instigating furies and provoking inexcusable violence” with a simple short film..proven to have had nothing to do with the eventual violence..
Yet, today (on this very day I write) we have the entire media family of network and news bobble headed pawns cranking out the details of one black man’s death at the hands of one white man’s hands.

Day after day, after day after..countless nights of coverage and reminders.
Even though violence spilled out and exploded in cities provoked by this maniacal and synchronized washing in, pounding in ,and now high style campaigning of, relentless instigations.
Along with the dedicated and predictable dry-eyed sniveling of all major corporations pumping out urgent bulletins of sympathies and concern over “what’s going to be done and what should be done”

It is disgusting in its boldness and the very worst mass insulting of a people’s intelligence this land has ever had to endure.

A casual study of how things really look behind this ridiculous “black lives matter” rubbish exposes a pathetically different story ..
When an entire industry of beauty products for black women is being allowed to remain shelved for uninterrupted sales..despite the proven high incidents of hormonal damage and cancer. Articles you can read about  here or here
Or the fact of black female prisoners being humiliatingly scorched to their souls, by being forced to expose their genitalia in front of cruel and laughing others. As if they had no rights at all on this earth.
The hypocrisies of not one peep being uttered and not one single urgent hand being raised by the big giants over these travesties…proves this current “urgency” reflects zero genuine concern for the black population and concerns something much more secretive and ill intended.

It’s something I went into deeper detail about, concerning the UN’s history of “campaigning” for those which  they simply and only end up throwing tighter handcuffs upon and taking away more human rights with… this article
These are just a FEW inconsistencies that will be made clear as crystal, to a future of human beings unaffected by the blindness and tricks of today.

There’s yet another example.
One so obvious, I’ve wondered over it for decades for myself.

The one where The System: the bleeding hearts, mealy mouthed celebrities and the average Joe and Jane don’t seem to grasp as well as they should.
The fact of my people, our black siblings, always being separated and referred to as people who need to be included…understood..and treated with kid gloves (which don’t really exist).
This permanent state of being labeled as “others” in a country where we earned the right..
just like any family from other lands, died and labored in this land for centuries (forced or by choice) alongside our lighter complexioned siblings. not be forever considered as broken, crippled and forever socially retarded like an eternal charity case.

Where we already earned the right to be considered included.
As if our pride means nothing. Our sacrifices meant nothing.
As if the United Nations has the right to treat us as pointed out and idiotic children without their greasy and vicious game playing hands ruining and guiding all that we do.
The worst shame being that our majority of anxious, greedy and ignorant puppet “leaders’ are simply going along with this flow..without using an iota of logic or sensible study.

Anyone with common sense, decency and mature viewpoints would see that there was no such need to continue this segregation in the news, the films and all else.
Unless there were hidden and extremely disgusting tricks behind this “oh so important!!” farce.

Their rotten hypocrisies.
Their jive talking and earnestly nodding heads …when reels upon reels of footage, mountains of articles and 300 hundred years of hindsight which will be laid out bare, for easy scrutinizing by wiser and freer peoples in the future…how I do wish I get to see that day come, when their once snide smirks are turned into pathetic grimaces of embarrassment.
For it most certainly will come.

Synchronized and Mechanical Calls for “Caring”

After sharing a letter last night in my diary, I decided to include two more insulting corporation born letters, telling us how to behave. They’re meant to be “calls to action” regarding the race relations tinder box that Mama and Papa are gleefully (but with oh so serious faces) sprinkling gasoline upon. One from Best Buy, the other from the A.D.A.

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The annoying part is that one can’t easily see the real reason for these mechanical and synchronized outpourings of fake sympathies and support.

Although, it has happened before, with the results either currently unfolding or unfolded in full.

With women, it’s been a slightly different, if not longer, story.

The laws and rules which came under the guise of “equality” and “protection” are the boiled down nuggets left over from population control program policies.
Being citizens of an internationally famous free country (let alone born and raised to believe as much) it was going to take a whole lot of fancy dancing and side shuffling to slip our handcuffs on without us making any fuss.
Everything that was done, had to be done in ye old gingerbread house (Hansel and Gretel) style.

It had to look good, as if we were being given favors; fast tracked careers, high profile positions and an astonishing flooding of imagery in media that allowed for women to enjoy unlimited and celebrated exaggerations of their physical attractions, importance over males and physical powers.
Up to and including cold blooded mamas kicking melancholy men, begging for a second snuggle, out of their beds first thing in the morning and tiny 80 pound female police detectives karate chopping down 300 pound assailants with ease.
Then, by the time we’re being checked for the fatty fingers indicating our readiness for the witch’s oven, we get to understand (too late) that
It’s all been hype. Shadows and bowl sugar…all for one simple reason.

To keep females off their backs and away from mass producing more units than the plantations need.

If one believes I was too crude in my summation, then one needs only read the cut and dry strategies…  of long-ago written words which bond our “equal rights” actions directly to the population program.. to understand that I’m entitled to a little forgiveness, if not complete.

For I am, still a woman myself.

One can’t get any more cut nor more dry than the straight forward approaches they NEEDED to take to our “severe problem” of daring to produce babies when Master told us “No!” (There’s even a couple of deeply insulting references-just in case a diehard feminist, who supports the UN completely, happens to get introduced to what she and her sisters actually mean to Papa.)


Same thing with the recent synchronized and mechanical sympathies for developmentally disabled folks (which I’m also a lifelong member of).

Except in our case, the process carries a reverse engineered feel. Considering the earliest laws on what to do with “autistic” children and how to monitor us came as early as 2000..a healthy handful of years before society became aware that any such epidemic was heading our way, if not in the making.

The results are the same.
A new and separate constitution specifically designed for mentally handicapped folks was crafted by the UN.
While, through courtesy of our greedy and backstabbing politicians (who somehow forgot what constitution they served and how many young men died screaming in the name of protecting it) all unconstitutional intrusions became law.

It’s another set of handcuffs slipped on. Mandating things like who we can or cannot have sex with, where we work and who controls our finances. Although less fancy footwork and caution has been executed. We, as the disabled have never been given the same measure of respect as “normal” folk due to a couple of reasons-
A-most of the population sees themselves as the givers of unsolicited pity instead of the receivers.
B-we’ve always been ridden along the roughshod ways per being seen as too slow to know or do much of anything anyway.
A casual glance at any Down Syndrome ‘infanticide’ can tell you that.

So, I guess I answered my own question, after looking at the two best major examples , where identically worded outpourings of “understanding” and calls of action were drafted, sealed and delivered to the world.

By a “government” which, as was clearly stated in our constitution, we human being citizens weren’t supposed to be obligated to…nor enslaved by.
As if all the grown adults in the world de evolved overnight into diapers and had to relearn the simple ABCs of common decency and correct human behavior.
With Mama UN and the Papa papacy right there to hand out insulting lesson planners to billions of we the “Neanderthal type idiots”…as if we couldn’t tie our shoelaces without their step by step instruct. Or, basically and literally, anything else for that matter.

Yup. One can get a good picture as to where this “sympathy and organized alarm ringing for blacks” scheme is heading.

As a woman, with developmental disabilities and black as I’s in no other direction than the very worst of them all-the enslavement which was promised.

Layered thick with faux caring and intensive and transparent mockery. Behind the creepiest wooden smiles ever on this side of “Sincerity”.

Executed by a race of folks so convinced of their “invisible invincibility” and so confident in the “genius” of their perpetually running Opposite Day strategies ..

that it will actually (maybe) be somewhat of a mass cringe in the pit of billions of tummies when names are finally put to the (otherwise friendly, highly respected and trusted ) faces of the high financed and psychopathic nut-jobs that subjected us to these fake sympathies and dragged us through hell bound paces over the course of eighty years and as they are still doing on this very day.

An Open Response to “23”s Insulting Letter

My god..will the arrogance and condescending horse s-t never cease…even in the midst of the worst ongoing attack on our lands and on our most vulnerable people?
An attack perpetrated by and I’m convinced (after this ridiculous hunk of an “apology” letter I had the “honor” of reading in my email box) was started by the core entities that are fanning the flames of our ruination…and whom I’m convinced started these idiot DNA collection services under our gullible and shiny noses in the first place.
This is a raw insult.

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Whether the author is “innocent” and sincerely convinced her hero speech stirred some hearts and set grave minority heads nodding in somber agreement..
Or whether She, as a co-founder, is “right on time” and hiding a twisted smirk of knowing, as she peppered the entire hero speech and “apology” in the exact same patterns as any one of the UN’s documented sarcasms..using “high falootin’” words that she is very well aware that over half of our poorest people don’t understand; whether they are a poor white child screwed by this wrecked educational system or a black one.


As a minority woman, I’m too enraged to construct an open letter comeback completely on my own steam.
I’m going to let the words from the stage play “Dogville” do some of the talking for me.

They are poignant words and (if the author is indeed completely innocent in her naïve hero spiel) help shine a brighter light in the direction of  the “do-gooders” who are assisting our enemies in manipulating emotions and tempers, while keeping their lips firmly affixed to the backsides of those wretched masters herding us into America’s final mass imprisonment.

I will, however, lay these following words down for my progeny’s sake.

For when our 30th century students casually sift through the trillion bits of ignorable digital flotsam.

As they hunt for clues as to what in heaven’s name happened to us…an entire country that was fooled, beaten, poisoned and killed, with cameras rolling non-stop. Thanks to the cowardly and spindly arms of a United Nations/Papacy still running game and taking full advantage of our disabilities (the ones they brought about) with those grotesque smiles of “caring”..after TWO…THOUSAND…YEARS.

This is coming from a classified “black” woman who’s had to deal with fifty years of the shocked eyes of white people who complimented me on the simplest of actions; like using the right words in the right places. Like a trained seal or an entertaining oddity that fell out of the clouds.
This non-stop “amazement” has been courtesy of an academia, stinking ripe with long inherited bigotry, in the ways they announced to the entire world of our “handicaps” against learning trivial knowledge from “other cultures”. With their insisting on watered down standard tests and pushing us to the front of the line with “affirmative actions” in all areas of our already “sub-standard” lives.
Hell would collapse around them and their inflated sense of pride, if anyone had dared pat them on their head for learning world history, based on some “unfair” advantage of not growing up in ancient Grecian times or any country of historical importance.

They would rage, fume and remind us, from sun up to down, of the exclusive status of their IQs and how they didn’t need the piddley opinions of inferior lay people to congratulate them for any such trivial accomplishments.

It’s the sort of confidence which our children should have inherited for themselves.

It’s been purposefully and systematically left out of our upbringing and psyches because of the tight fisted hold these “brilliant” animals have on our education and how they have taught the entire world to see us as the eternal “others”, in one constricted and inescapable assumption of crude failures-paraded and hailed as “understanding- when it’s nothing but out and out bitter mocking and steering us into the most depreciated “norms” of life and self esteem.


I’m tired, after having grown up as a young “black” girl and watching successive generations of young black girls be sweet talked into this “equality” promise. Decade after clownish decade.

When we’re still the only ones paraded, fully naked, on the covers of record albums and we’re still seen as big mouthed and sassy Jezebels, unable to find fathers for the children we’ve been encouraged to abort and forever seen ( and groomed) as remaining fixated on the “slavery” and “racism” issue whenever any of us gain any sort of ” important” attentions for the opinions we voice or positions we hold. Our value and celebrity only applauded and “respected” each time we whine with more anger and militant obligation. In short, when we’re “good girls” and “do as master says do”.

As if this is THE one and only role we are suited for; pure destitution, incessant complaint and eternal despair.

It’s a  state of affairs which most poor children find themselves in…having been purposefully and cruelly conditioned into what should have been the spaces for their dreams, their confidence and pride.

Like any one of our “masters” children have been allowed and nurtured with for themselves; no holds barred or downgraded expectations saturating everyone’s views…on sight.

Most of all…saddest of all…my anger knows no bounds when the core of the matter is actually and factually looked at.
How decades of mercurial poisoning through vaccine injections, ripped and raped the majority of our minds and neurological functioning abilities…just as surely as a violent pig rips and rapes the spirit of the victims he has slipped date rape drugs to. He having rendered them barely able to know what’s going on, and they without the knowledge or clues as to how it came about in the first place.

No one wants your pity..

(someone needs to tell this author and others who are bleating their “sympathies” and dragging their idiotic soap boxes out into the middle of the raging firestorm.

When we should all be focusing serious attentions on the beasts who are pushing for more hell to rain down…to fight for and save whatever remains to be salvaged)
No one with their right mind, with pride intact , would want to be part of a group that boldly announces its lack of minority workers like you did. To attract back pats and nods of approval from the “betters” of this society by using our deaths and outbreaks of violence to feather your cap…as if it’s supposed to excuse your obvious thoughtlessness from before.

That comment right there, gave me the first clue that it could be very well be more sarcasm than sincerity at play.

You are not dealing with the same wide eyed citizen who stood there transfixed, tears in the eyes upon hearing resounding words of “hope and warm num nums” coursing through our ears straight through to our pathetic and desperate hearts.

We have experienced and we KNOW our abusers and have taken tally of the “improvements” that have come to light over eighty years of their promises and long winded speeches.

Promises and results that added up to bloody “bupkis”, with the entire scene growing darker and sicker than ever before.

Just as surely as abused children know the habits of and bear the scars from their drunken fathers and emotional damages from their clinically insane mothers.

As “dumb” or “moronic” as you seem to treat us, there exists no better evidence than that provided by lives lived in everlasting  hell.
We have SEEN what this country has been led into and we have READ the death threats and “prophesies” in books written decades ago….which have all “mysteriously” come true.

We have seen the brains of our toddlers shot out over the streets, without a single fraction of urgency to stop the years of drive by killings that seized our lives…like a plague.
We’ve seen millions of homosexual men allowed to die, in pain and leaving millions more loved ones to grieve the years (decades) of inaction over the AIDS catastrophe which hit us…like a plague.
From school shootings, fueled by black box meds to the near instant flooding of our families with children born unable to care for themselves and forever crippled…like ongoing plagues.

For you to dare pretend that this current “epidemic” is nothing more than “an accident of nature”…..and deserves more highly commercialized attentions than other disasters and tragedies, which barely warrant a shrug of the shoulders…makes you a fool beyond all measures of pity.

Especially when an “outbreak” scenario and high intensive research on DNA have BEEN worked on by the masters you dedicate your work and lives to, without question.

Or you are simply one of the rudest and most diseased players in this nightmarish “game”.

At the very least, you need to think twice before mass mailing this sort of arrogant trash…because you are not dealing with the same sort of citizen anymore, not by a long shot.

No matter what your masters are paying you to do and snidely assuring you “we are”.

Most certainly (and shame on you for risking being outed over such insane and wicked missions) no matter how deeply and how dedicated you are to accomplishing the “end game” results to such long standing and disgusting promises kept..



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